无花果のれんあい——波斯菊

忙乱的一周。假期到来。无奈的房东让我从她家搬走，可想而知，她有多么的恨我。谢谢这么多天帮我找房子的朋友们，特别感谢小喵，洋葱。

考试也结束了，就像准备的那样，花多少时间，多少精力，结果如何，我自己最清楚，所以没什么可埋怨的。高数得补，物理得补，这两天就去找老师吧。

看到有朋友的签名上写“微积分是我永远的痛”。我很赞同。

最近也在忙碌比赛的事情，那天晚上和猪改伴奏一直到天亮，虽然最后某人……不继续说了，不然又成什么八卦新闻了///不过谢谢一直在幕后忙碌的猪女士，感谢。

不过想在这鼓励一下比赛的朋友，加油~~ 我想一份耕耘，一份收获。虽然有点俗套///

上周看了很多音乐剧，喜欢《High School Musical》，喜欢那个男主角，我要是个女人，一定追他，太阳光了，也很美好。哈哈哈哈~~~~

有时候会很乱，想想发生过的一些事情，一些关系的变化，来匆匆去匆匆，让人感觉到不安，常常会自责，感觉跟自己没有任何关系的事情都会自责，也会无缘无故给别人道歉，其实我没必要这么做，也不应该。虽然我很有耐心。

那天看了一部关于友情和感情参杂在一起的电影，很感动。有句话说“如果让我在朋友或是恋人中选择，我会选择朋友。因为如果是后者，我总有一天会失去你。”看来人们都不喜欢失去自己心爱的东西啊。

所以又想起了一句话，我不会喜欢一个不喜欢我的人///

最后用音乐剧里很好听的《When there was me and you》来结束吧。也是想对你说的。

when there was me and you
It's funny when you find yourself
Looking from the outside
I'm standing here but all I want
Is to be over there
Why did I let myself believe
Miracles could happen
Cause now I have to pretend
That I don't really care
I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star
Thats coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
When there was me and you

I swore I knew the melody
That I heard you singing
And when you smiled
You made me feel
Like I could sing along
But then you went and changed the words
Now my heart is empty
I'm only left with used-to-be's
Once upon a song
Now I know your not a fairytale
And dreams were meant for sleeping
And wishes on a star
Just don't come true
Cause now even I tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
Cause I liked the view
When there was me and you
I can't believe that
I could be so blind
It's like you were floating
While I was falling
And I didn't mind
Cause I liked the view
Thought you felt it too
When there was me and you